9:58 PM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Suddenly decided to blog a little...
Its been a week since we decided to give it a try... Things.. seem to be moving a little... slow thou... I dunno.. haha.. We'll see.. we'll see...
Im taking my last paper (Health Insurance) on Thursday.. Hope all goes well..
And..
I realised that... My friends are actually avoiding me. HA...
Now, I know... who are my true frenz.. n who arent.
Thanks for those who stick by me.. =)
Maybe, I should just go into cold market.. hahaa..
Ahhh... Work is tough. But nevertheless... I WILL SURVIVE !
6:25 PM
Monday, October 05, 2009
Ok Ok
Heres an update :
I am super busy with training !!!!!
And I have to study for another paper at the same time...
Im done with the moving and all, settled into my new place.. I didnt get a good rest the first night, maybe because I wasnt use to it..
And.. I think the security uncle downstairs is a little naggy. HA
Ok thats kinda out of point... but.. my life... now....
I like. =)
Thou its a little of a struggle, but i'll be fine.
I can manage and I will emerge stronger =)
Ok, I got to get back to my books already...
2 more training days.. tml would be my first Prudential Event.. hmm.. wonder how is it like...
Oh yes, Im going to be an agent already.
So Ya.. Need anything, please do come and find me...
PS : I actually realised from training that Prudential actually have alot of products that seems really good. hmm... Never realised it before thou. Ha..
Oh well... Im off. =P
12:37 PM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Hello Ppl !
Cindy helped me adjust my cbox thingy... so... its up now again..
Thou I dont think much people are still checking in here...
Well well...
I'm moving at the end of this month... To a new place, a new life.
I really need another income to sustain my expenses.. hahaa.. maybe part time Financial Consultant ?
Work is rather mandane.. nothing new.. Just if I decide to become an agent, I will have alot of new stuffs to be learning about..
Guess thats about it for work.
For love,
As most of my friends already know, I've moved on.. So no worries about me returning back to who I was before when I was with him and no more aliens going to abduct me.. hehe..
Currently.. Im still keeping my options open.. but.. there is a someone.. but.. Im not sure.. =) He's not sure either.. So... Well, let nature take its course ba..
Shall not think too much... The most important thing now is to earn $$$ and survive !
=P
Jia you.. =)
10:18 PM
Monday, September 07, 2009
Hmm...
Havent been checking this, wondering if anyone is actually reading.. haha...
Anyway... I've started working for 3 weeks, going to 1 month already and... things are good..
I've moved on.
And.. I really am thinking about what my future lies and what I should do in order to give myself a better life..
*thinking*
*thinks hard*
There is a path of which I am not sure if I should take.. *sigHz*
9:10 AM
Monday, August 10, 2009
I have been a little lazy to blog.. cos I still havent fix the stupid tag board...
i just wanted to write some things...
A few days back, I found out about some stuffs.. I cannot say it doesnt affect me, it did, for awhile.. But after I tot for a moment, why let it bother me ?
Apparently, he has been texting ppl.. new ppl... maybe not in the terms of "seeing someone new" but just, the thought of him, opening that window, so soon after we've broken up.. amazes me..
Its karma. I use to be like that too..
But oh well... its alright..
I'll just smarten up.. =)
Hmm.. I've found a job.. Working as a Recruting Officer with Prudential..
Hope I can meet new ppl =)
Thats probably one of the most important thing I need now... New ppl in my life..
N.. of cos.. MONEY la.. hahaa..
K.. till next time..
=)
9:42 AM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
HMmm...
Got a new skin... but i got a problem... I put in the tagboard.. and the alignment of the postings like will become very far right... HOW COME AH ?!
Who can help MEEeeeee ?
11:40 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
Well...
I was told by cindy that... I should come to my blog and vent everything out...
Hmmm.. i dunno leh.. Im on this emotional rollar coaster.. =( One sec, Im okie... the other, Im crying.. Even now as im typing this, my tears are falling...
U see.. I think the human mind is very funny... U can tell urself BE STRONG.. den ure okie.. But after tat.. the heart starts acting weird... Its this ache... and... U cant help it.. n ur eyes will help u wash your cheeks for abit with some tears.. DEn.. STOP again.... Den Ure okie.. dEn after tat.. it comes again...
What the hell.
I reallie wanna be strong for myself..
I went out with xinying today.. the WHOLE day... I slept at 7am and woke up at 10am.. Cos I duno why I couldnt sleep.. Den.. I met her at 1pm.. in town... shop shop..
Treaded my eye brows.. N its FREAKING painful.. tmd..
den went home for dinner.. and played mj with her, my mum and my sis..
I won money..
But..
Im still not happy.
Hmm.. We haf to stay together for the time being, because of alot of complications and all.. And.. I just felt this sense of emptyness when I was on my way home... I dunno.. The whole day I was with xinying, i tried not to think about it.. den when i was alone, in the car, on my way home.. i feel damn shitty.
HAIZ
Please... give me strength...
5:10 AM
Helloooo....
Its 2009 already... And... I've been through... SO SO SO much..
Well.. Im back... hoping to be stronger than what I use to be.. Or should I say, be stronger because I am so much weaker now..
Hmm.. Want to start a new blog.. but cant seem to find a good address... HaHA..
Anyway...
Heres an update :
People know I disappeared.. totally off the radar.. Ha.. tats because so many things have happen..
I am not staying at home anymore...
Im sure alot of people knows.. I mean... ppl who used to be close to me...
I've lost alot of friends... because of what I choose to do...
But now.. I've gotten my karma.. for all the bad I have done... For all the hurt I have caused...
Its me who is hurting and I am gathering all my strength for myself to be strong.. and pick myself up from where I left off...
I'm gonna be all by myself now...
After so much I've put in...
After all the sacrifices I've made..
Only to know...
It didnt work out..
Because...
I am Khong Shi Hui.
My character will never change, would it ?
